deicision

At the start
아주 처음부터

참으로 이기적이다,
I have always thought just about me.

평소에는 남을 위해주는 척 하지만,
In a ordinary, as if i help someone.

끝까지 가는 일이 드믈다,
the action might be kept.

at finally, just say 'there's no ways'.
nerverthless after I thought, can feel that it does not meet the end.